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01 October 2012 @ 10:27 am
life keeps going.  

Dale isn't speaking to me.
Ben texts me all the time. He is convinced he can fight for me, but I feel so done. After everything that happened, and the stress of FOUR kids, I don't think I can go back. not even with counceling, like he's asked for. I have come to the realization that 4 kids is just too much for me. I have a hard enough time giving my own what they need in the way of attention. but he doesn't listen, he says he won't stop fighting. I am so frustrated. I love him, think he and I could be good together, if not for the kids. and that just isn't ever going to happen..kids don't just disappear.